so hey,
Someone important is leaving tomorrow for awhile. I cried hard last night, and I know there are more tears to come. Please be safe, stink. I love you and I will miss you. I will keep you in my prayers until you return.
Suicide/depression is not a phase, it is a disease and an illness that eats away at you every single day. it should be taken just as seriously as cancer or any other terminal illness, and unfortunately, it’s not.
I cried so many times that I can’t cry no more. I woke up this morning and thought for awhile about how I’m feeling and why I’m feeling this way. I torn because I’m alone and my biggest fear out of many is to be alone. I need to learn how to be okay with being alone, accept the fact that someone isn’t always going to be there with me. I have to learn how to be alone and cope with that. Right now, I’m alone. I cried alone, I slept alone, I live alone. And if I hope for a happier future, I need to work on that first.
